And If Thou Wilt, Forget
At ten o’clock Hermione went outside to ensure that no errant students had crept out of the castle. It was also a splendid opportunity to seek a short respite of the rampant Halloween craziness in the rose garden.
Minerva must have been mad to allow a midnight curfew. Especially since somehow the Muggle custom of dressing up for Halloween had somehow made its way into Hogwarts this year. While a strict prohibition had been issued to use spells on other students in order to change their appearance, Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes and the simple ingenuity of children were causing quite enough craziness to be going on with. There were hags and vampires and Inferi, as well as more mundane Muggle monsters, including Gollums, Darth Vaders and assorted Superheroes. All that on top of the disrupted Halloween dinner.
The rose garden was an oasis of peace. Even so late in the year roses were blooming here and the air was filled with the scent of herbs. Pomona Sprout selected the varieties carefully and kept the ground infused with charms. Thus you could find roses here even in the depth of winter. At the end of the garden, guarded by a low limestone wall and surrounded by white roses, rosemary and lavender, a patch of lawn beckoned.
But Hermione hesitated to step out onto the grass.
A sliver of light touched the edge of the grass and glinted on a silver plate and goblet. Someone had brought the traditional Samhain gift of food and drink out for the dead who slept underneath the lawn. There were no memorial stones here, just the grass, the herbs and the roses. Severus’ explanation of the symbolism of flowers at their wedding had prompted Hermione to study the ancient lore of the language of flowers. Now she inhaled the cool, fragrant night air, trying to recall their meanings: white roses for reverence, rosemary for remembrance, and lavender for devotion. And to keep the aphids away from the roses, of course. It certainly made for a lovely fragrance.
Hermione stared at the shadowy lawn and tried to remember the faces and the voices. She’d never forget Tonks, of course. Or Lupin. Or Moody. Or Dobby. But there had been so many others. Students she’d known only in passing. Others she hadn’t known at all.
A phrase drifted to her mind. A fragment. She wasn’t quite sure what it was. Maybe a few lines of a poem? She associated her mother’s voice with it, and a feeling of consternation, the feeling that she was missing something essential, something that she should understand, but didn’t—at least when she’d first heard the words.
Be the green grass above me
With showers and dewdrops wet;
And if thou wilt, remember,
And if thou wilt, forget.
Green grass covered these graves. And the climate of the Scottish Highlands certainly provided sufficient showers and dewdrops.
But what about the last two lines?
Hermione dropped her gaze to the ground, to the plate with its piece of shortbread or cake, and the goblet, filled with some liquid she couldn’t discern. She wondered who had thought of setting food and drink out for the dead here in the garden. Thoughtfully, Hermione sucked in her lower lip, but resisted the temptation to gnaw on it. She wanted to remember. But she wasn’t quite sure if she could. Or indeed, if she ought to.
She sighed. Straightening her shoulders, she carefully stepped around the plate and the goblet and onto the lawn—just to jump back with a scream, when suddenly a pale shape advanced on her.
A strange sweet scent floated up to her. Then she found herself face to face with a terrible white visage. Papery skin clung so tightly to the bone that the countenance looked more like a skull than a human face. That was probably why she didn’t recognize him at once. The eyes lay deep in their cavities. They were filled with a dark fire, a strange, unearthly hatred.
The lips were drawn up around horrible teeth that looked far too long to belong to a human being. But still there was something to this monstrous creature that was frighteningly familiar.
Hermione took a deep breath. She really didn’t care for the latest line of products from Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes. She braced herself. ‘Students aren’t allowed out in the gardens after dinner. You know the rules. What’s your House? Whatever it is, ten points for that little escapade, and now get back inside. They’ll miss you already, I expect. And congratulations on your costume, it’s really scary.’
She wrinkled her nose. Whoever that was should really rethink their choice in perfumes. It was much too sweet. ‘Well? Don’t stand there, gawking! Get back inside!’
‘You fucking cunt,’ the figure snarled at her, long teeth gnashing. He seemed to be unable to focus his eyes on her. ‘You bloody forget who I am and then you poxy pussy get your panties in a twist ‘cos I’m out and about…arsehole…fucktard…I’ll fucking show you how to push up the daisies…bloody whore. Shanky-arsed, crotch-slurping, shit-munching, pimple-nibbling, cock-brained jizzmopper!’
Hermione recoiled, took a step back and drew her wands. But whoever—whatever—that was, he was supremely unafraid of her wands. He stepped straight into her wand, and for a moment she had the feeling as if her wand sank into his body, burying into flesh that was too soft to be alive. She shivered. Absently she realised that the lawn under her feet was covered with hoarfrost.
He was mere inches away from her when his dark eyes suddenly brightened and warmed, for no more than a heartbeat.
‘Hermione!’ called the bright young voice of Colin Creevey. ‘Really great to see you!’
Then his fingers closed around her neck with an icy, iron grip. And before she had a chance to even think of a spell, or a charm, or of calling for help, darkness claimed her.
Whoa! you really know how to write a cliffie!
Hello.
I don’t know why I waited until this chapter to do this but here-
This fic is wonderful! The characters are developed great and the story comes along fantastically.
Thank you for providing me with hours of entertainment and years of inspiration.
Awww, thank you for your kind words! *hearts*
I’m very happy that you’re enjoying this story so much.
Brilliant!! Scary Colin, simply genius, but you know what made me happiest? You’ve given Harry decent glasses – about bloody time!
Dumbledore snogging Salazar, great :D:D
And this Colin-inferus was really frightening. I don’t really understand why do the always get in trouble… ztkztk.
And the part with Hermione’s parents was sooo sad. 🙁 I think Hermione would want to find a solution for them and find a way to give back their memories. It is not her type to simply give up.
Well, Dumbledore has a thing for “bad boys”. 😉
Re: Hermione’s parents: I’m sure she did search for a solution. But in this case, there is none, unfortunately. Sometimes you just have to live with the consequences of your actions, and there’s no way back.
I’m not sure if the thought of Dumbldore and Salazar Slytherin is more funny or disturbing, I guess Slytherin would play to Dumbledore’s ‘type’ if Grindlewald is anything to go by lol.
I can’t believe I’ve read this so quickly, I just can’t seem to stop myself! Your story is lots of fun and quite entertaining.
If I were reading this as a WIP, I’d probably be screaming the rafters down about your little cliffie, but luckily for me I only stumbled upon this wonderful fanfic yesterday and yay it was already finished!
Whoa! That was quite a turn in the story. And what was Colin murmuring in between the abuse? Kill kittens? And watch the robes, not the wizards? I hope you don’t have to kill the kittens. Are these the clues desperately needed to end the muggle killings?
These tattoos are disgusting. No matter how you look at them. It sounds like the Arian pureness all over again. It can be exploited in so many ways… and it is pretty irreversible. I know you can remove tattoos nowadays, but I haven’t seen any removal that got you back to pristine skin.
I love the school atmosphere you describe. Even with all the changes…(there were never any apprentices in 6 years of the HP books), it feels right.
Indeed, those are clues. *grins* I hope they will make sense later on.
Agreed on the tattoos. Sometimes you just KNOW that something is really bad news. And yet, in politics so many dumb things are implemented. It’s as if it’s impossible to stop idiocies once there’s a certain momentum.
*beams* I’ve always loved the school stuff best about HP. So I really wanted to dive back into that in some manner.
I’m enjoying your story. I found it on ffn and was apprehensive at your initial note disparaging it as not great literature, but I’m glad I gave it a go regardless, I’m hooked 🙂
Concerning the muggle-born tatoos, I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. Specifically that some corrupt ministry official will use them to locate muggle-borns for extermination.
Thank you for taking the trouble to come over here to read my story, and I’m thrilled you enjoy it so far. 🙂 Even though I still think it’s mostly a virtual penny dreadful, I had tons of fun writing it a few years ago, and I’m happy that it’s still keeping readers entertained.
Re: those tatoos … sometimes everyone knows that a political manoevre won’t end well, and still we keep walking into that dead-end on a regular basis. It’s bizarre, but you just have to watch the news to know that’s how life works.
Salazar and Dumbledore! Hah!!
I’m glad you’re having so much fun with the story! I’ve been giggling and grinning over your comments so much. Thank you! 🙂