{"id":2528,"date":"2007-12-07T22:08:00","date_gmt":"2007-12-07T20:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/juno-magic.fancrone.net\/blog\/2007\/12\/07\/faith-trust"},"modified":"2009-01-18T15:18:20","modified_gmt":"2009-01-18T14:18:20","slug":"faith-trust","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/juno-magic.fancrone.net\/blog\/2007\/12\/07\/faith-trust","title":{"rendered":"Faith &amp; Trust"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><lj-cut text=\"Faith &#038; Trust\"><\/p>\n<p><center><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/juno_magic\/pic\/000qdgc2\" alt=\"old man sitting in church, praying\"><font size=\"1\">&#8220;Praying&#8221; by ReefRaff,<br \/>\nCreative Commons &#8220;Attribution&#8221; licence at Flickr. <\/font><\/center><\/p>\n<blockquote><p><b>Trust<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Trust your own instinct. Your mistakes might as well be your own, instead of someone else&#8217;s.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Billy Wilder<\/p>\n<p><b>Faith<\/b><\/p>\n<p>This is what I believe:<br \/>\nThat I am I.<br \/>\nThat my soul is a dark forest.<br \/>\nThat my known self will never be more than a little clearing in the forest.<br \/>\nThat gods, strange gods, come forth from the forest into the clearing of my known self, and then go back.<br \/>\nThat I must have the courage to let them come and go.<br \/>\nThat I will never let mankind put anything over me, but that I will try always to recognize and submit to the gods in me and the gods in other men and women.<br \/>\nThere is my creed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; D.H. Lawrence\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<hr \/>\n<blockquote><p>\n<b> Faith and Despondency<\/b><\/p>\n<p>The winter wind is loud and wild,<br \/>\nCome close to me, my darling child;<br \/>\nForsake thy books, and mateless play;<br \/>\nAnd, while the night is gathering grey,<br \/>\nWe&#8217;ll talk its pensive hours away;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ierne, round our sheltered hall<br \/>\nNovember&#8217;s gusts unheeded call;<br \/>\nNot one faint breath can enter here<br \/>\nEnough to wave my daughter&#8217;s hair,<br \/>\nAnd I am glad to watch the blaze<br \/>\nGlance from her eyes, with mimic rays;<br \/>\nTo feel her cheek so softly pressed,<br \/>\nIn happy quiet on my breast.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But, yet, even this tranquillity<br \/>\nBrings bitter, restless thoughts to me;<br \/>\nAnd, in the red fire&#8217;s cheerful glow,<br \/>\nI think of deep glens, blocked with snow;<br \/>\nI dream of moor, and misty hill,<br \/>\nWhere evening closes dark and chill;<br \/>\nFor, lone, among the mountains cold,<br \/>\nLie those that I have loved of old.<br \/>\nAnd my heart aches, in hopeless pain<br \/>\nExhausted with repinings vain,<br \/>\nThat I shall greet them ne&#8217;er again!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Father, in early infancy,<br \/>\nWhen you were far beyond the sea,<br \/>\nSuch thoughts were tyrants over me!<br \/>\nI often sat, for hours together,<br \/>\nThrough the long nights of angry weather,<br \/>\nRaised on my pillow, to descry<br \/>\nThe dim moon struggling in the sky;<\/p>\n<p>Or, with strained ear, to catch the shock,<br \/>\nOf rock with wave, and wave with rock;<br \/>\nSo would I fearful vigil keep,<br \/>\nAnd, all for listening, never sleep.<br \/>\nBut this world&#8217;s life has much to dread,<br \/>\nNot so, my Father, with the dead.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oh! not for them, should we despair,<br \/>\nThe grave is drear, but they are not there;<br \/>\nTheir dust is mingled with the sod,<br \/>\nTheir happy souls are gone to God!<br \/>\nYou told me this, and yet you sigh,<br \/>\nAnd murmur that your friends must die.<br \/>\nAh! my dear father, tell me why?<\/p>\n<p>For, if your former words were true,<br \/>\nHow useless would such sorrow be;<br \/>\nAs wise, to mourn the seed which grew<br \/>\nUnnoticed on its parent tree,<br \/>\nBecause it fell in fertile earth,<br \/>\nAnd sprang up to a glorious birth&#8211;<br \/>\nStruck deep its root, and lifted high<br \/>\nIts green boughs, in the breezy sky.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But, I&#8217;ll not fear, I will not weep<br \/>\nFor those whose bodies rest in sleep,&#8211;<br \/>\nI know there is a blessed shore,<br \/>\nOpening its ports for me, and mine;<br \/>\nAnd, gazing Time&#8217;s wide waters o&#8217;er,<br \/>\nI weary for that land divine,<br \/>\nWhere we were born, where you and I<br \/>\nShall meet our Dearest, when we die;<br \/>\nFrom suffering and corruption free,<br \/>\nRestored into the Deity.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Well hast thou spoken, sweet, trustful child!<br \/>\nAnd wiser than thy sire;<br \/>\nAnd worldly tempests, raging wild,<br \/>\nShall strengthen thy desire&#8211;<br \/>\nThy fervent hope, through storm and foam,<br \/>\nThrough wind and ocean&#8217;s roar,<br \/>\nTo reach, at last, the eternal home,<br \/>\nThe steadfast, changeless, shore!&#8217; <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Emily_Jane_Bronte\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"offsite link to Wikipedia\">&#8211; Emily Jane Bront&euml;<\/a><\/p>\n<p><b>The Gardener XXVII: Trust Love<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Trust love even if it brings sorrow.<br \/>\nDo not close up your heart.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Ah no, my friend, your words are<br \/>\ndark, I cannot understand them.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Pleasure is frail like a dewdrop,<br \/>\nwhile it laughs it dies. But sorrow is<br \/>\nstrong and abiding. Let sorrowful<br \/>\nlove wake in your eyes.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Ah no, my friend, your words are<br \/>\ndark, I cannot understand them.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;The lotus blooms in the sight of<br \/>\nthe sun, and loses all that it has. It<br \/>\nwould not remain in bud in the<br \/>\neternal winter mist.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Ah no, my friend, your words are<br \/>\ndark, I cannot understand them.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Rabindranath_Tagore\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"offsite link to Wikipedia\">&#8211; Rabindranath Tagore<\/a>\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<div align=\"center\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/juno_magic\/pic\/000qecc5\" alt=\"trust icon, hands holding water lily\" border=\"0\"\/><br \/>\n<font size=\"1\"><br \/>\nBased on &#8220;It&#8217;s like that &#8230;&#8221; by lounger, CC &#8220;Attr-NonC&#8221; at Flickr<br \/>\n<\/font><br \/>\nTwo songs today &#8211; clicky the titles!<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.megaupload.com\/?d=6SA14TQD\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"offsite link to MegaUpload\">&#8220;Faith&#8221;<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.megaupload.com\/?d=84IN25JI\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"offsite link to MegaUpload\">&#8220;Trust&#8221;<\/a><br \/>\nby The Cure<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<p><\/lj-cut><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Praying&#8221; by ReefRaff, Creative Commons &#8220;Attribution&#8221; licence at Flickr. 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